the thing is, when you walk out, the people you leave, they keep on having a life. they don't wait for you to come back.

"I don’t want people to matter to me too much. Sometimes it hurts too much to think about them. Ones you love who don’t love you, ones who are dead or hate you, ones who you think about but never get to be with. I like people but when I get too close, it fucks me up and I can’t get things done."

Henry Rollins (via stevenbong) ←

waddlepip:

STEP ONE: 
Spell your name with songs.

All Too Well
Snap Out of It
Happily
Laughter Lines

You

Nina

STEP TWO: 
– Name: Ashlyn
– Birth date: 02/07/1999
– Nickname: Ash
– Eye Color: brown :(
– Hair Color: brown :(
– Zodiac Sign: cancer

STEP THREE: 
The shoes you wore today: adidas sneakers
 Your weaknesses: lauren jauregui
 Your fear(s): oblivion
 Your perfect pizza: none pizza is gross
Goal you’d like to achieve: buy a nice house

STEP FOUR: 
 Your best physical feature: smile/legs
 Your bedtime: 10-11
 Most missed memory?: search 2k14

STEP FIVE: 
This Or That… 
 Pepsi or Coke?: coke
 McDonald’s or Burger King: dons
 Adidas or Nike: both
 Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
 Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
 Cappuccino or coffee: coffee

STEP SIX: 
Do You… 
 Smoke: not often
 Curse: yes
 Sing: not well 
 Dance: not really
 Take a shower: ????? of course???
 Have a crush: HAAAAAA
 Do you think you’ve been in love?: twice
 Want to go to college: shore
 Like(d) high school: so far
 Want to get married: nope
 Get motion sickness: nooo
 Think you’re attractive: yeah i’m like a 7
 Think you’re a health freak: that’s cute
 Get along with your parents: depends on the subject

STEP SEVEN: 
In the past month… 
 Gone to the mall: no
 Eaten an entire box of Oreos: i don’t think i’ve ever done that
 Eaten Sushi: sadly not
 Been on stage: kinda
 Gone skating: no
 Made homemade cookies: no :(
 Gone Skinny dipping: no
 Stolen anything: no i’m a good kid

STEP EIGHT: 
Ever… 
Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
If so, was it mixed company: 
- Flashed anyone: no
 Been beaten up: yeah
 Shoplifted: nope

STEP NINE: 
 Age you hope to be married: i won’t be
 Numbers of Children: 2 dogs
 Describe your Dream Wedding: ew
 What country would you most like to visit?: austrailia

STEP TEN: 
In the opposite sex.. 
 Best eye color?: dark blue
 Best hair color?: brown
 Short hair or long hair?: SHORT HAIR
 Height: tall

STEP ELEVEN: 
 Number of people I could trust with my life: one
 Number of CDs that I own: like a lot
 Number of tattoos: 0 :(((((
 Number of piercings: nil

Personal Quiz 
Who were you with yesterday?: alex and morgan
What woke you up this morning?: me
Where are you?: my rrroooommm
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?: yes
Do you like anybody?: SIGH

THE PAST 
Ever thrown up in public?: no
Passed out because of alcohol?: nope
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?: how to get to work

THE FUTURE 
What kind of home would you like?: something really modern
What do you want to be when you grow up?: a veterinarian
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: university :((

IN GENERAL 
Do you like candy necklaces?: not really
Do you listen to music every day?: yeah
Do you still go trick or treating?: YES
What was the last thing you ate?: salmon
Are you a fast typer?: that makes a lot of typos
Whats your favorite type of soda?: coke
Have you ever moved?: once
Have you ever won an award?: a handful of times
Are you listening to music right now?: oui
How long ’till your birthday?: a year
When were you the saddest in your whole life?: about a week ago tbh
Do you use ebay to buy or sell?: no
Have you ever heard a song written about you?: no
Honestly, do you miss 2007?: i miss the jonas brothers

HONESTY SECTION 
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?: black
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?: still how to get to work
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?: looking how to get to work
4.Honestly, have you ever done drugs?: yep
5. Honestly, what would you do for a Klondike bar?: pay a reasonable price
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?: i don’t think so
7. Honestly, if you could date one of your friends for a day, who would it be and why?: morgan bc i have a huge ass crush on her
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: my boss
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: yes
10.Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: when i’m a second choice
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails?: all the time ://
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?: i did
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: yes
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now?: not that i know of
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: yeah tbh
16. Honestly, if you had to date one of your friends of the same sex, who would it be?: morgan
17. Honestly, are you in denial?: yes
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat?: nope
19. Honestly, do you like anyone?: oh yes
20. Honestly, does anyone like you?: idk

ANGER SECTION 
1. What do you do when you’re mad?: bottle it up
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: ended an important relationship and now i can’t get it back
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: i really hope not


CRYING SECTION 
1.When was the last time you actually cried?: yesterday
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yep
3. Do certain songs make you cry?: oh yes
4. What usually makes you cry?: girls

HAPPY SECTION 
1. Are you usually a happy person?: for the most part
2. What makes you the happiest?: plants/animals
4. Do you believe in yourself?: yes
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?: i don’t usually get that but yeah it makes me happy